You’re invited!
Woot!!
Podcast Launch + Listening Party
for the first ever episode of:
The Cosmic Womb Sings
A new podcast for the feelers and healers ready to drop the weight that was never theirs to carry and be held in the Primordial Mother’s boundless love.
In this 75 minute listening party you’ll hear the origin story of how I came to channel the healing power of the cosmic womb.
(Ego death + dom dream shenanigans included;)
Then receive a sonic medicine journey where our wounded parts and shamed shadows are voiced and held within the unconditional field of the cosmic womb. Channeled through the living voice of yours truly.
Pssst: In case you’re wondering…
This is Singing Shadow Work.
New name, same sonic medicine.
“I feel like I’ve been around a lot of Spiritual teachers who don’t feel as purely connected to the Divine as your transmission felt. It was a reflection of what “direct” and “pure” feel like compared to what’s not. I felt the presence of the sweet purity of Divine Love entering my space and surrounding me with protection from both above and below. This reconnection of heaven and earth happening in both my space and in my body. It's like the sound itself was creating a protective field of connection and compassion that I had not been able to access because of the shame and constriction I have been in. I was also able to access sounds from the lower parts of my body, sounds that felt more like my authentic self. They felt safe to start to come out in a way that I hadn't been able to access in my shame and fear looping. And the sounds themselves started to make more space for the real me to take form in my physical body and I'm just so grateful.”
— Erin Alexander
You’re being reborn. Again and again.
Crossing one threshold after another.
Each threshold reminds you: the cost of your new life is the old one.
Each one invites you: shed the weight that was never yours to carry.
Energies, emotions, and old stories you took on in order to survive.
Silenced and shamed inner parts you exiled to belong.
Ancestral wounding and past life pain you carry on a cellular level.
Layers and layers ready to be released so you can remember who you’ve always been underneath it all.
And you’re doing it all while tending to the spheres of your life and there are days you feel like you’re holding the whole wide world.
Come lay it all down in the cosmic womb.
Come offer it all up to the Primordial Mother.
She who exiles no one.
She who can hold your wounded shadow parts that feel too much.
She who can hold in her fierce steady gaze your grief, rage, fear, and the feral fullness you’ve been taught to silence and shame.
She who can love that which feels unbearable, that which seems unlovable.
A love that’s paradoxically fierce and gentle.
A love that transforms but also sustains.
Come as you are.
Lay it all down.
Leave feeling a whole lot lighter.
“I was really impressed and surprised with how viscerally deep that went. I felt like I was in a Ayahuasca ceremony just from the sounds. It was deeply healing. There was grief, disgust, judgement and overthinking that moved. I definitely feel a vibrational quality in my body that I don’t normally feel. It felt like delta brain waves. I felt a lot of ancestral healing and I could feel the different parts of my body activating, like my spleen, and this whole orb of sound below my yoni and perineum. Since the end of it I’ve been making my own little noises and it’s inspiring me to give myself permission to let energy move through me. That this could be a really good tool and practice and way of living to move things I don’t need to hold onto.
— Violet Lange
If you want…
-to easefully release the heavy energies and emotions you’ve been holding in your body.
-relief from that chronic pain you know is connected to a deeper subconscious story.
-to dissolve your shame into a sweet and soft kind of self-love.
-the great mother to hold the tender inner parts, deep feels and shamed shadow selves you know you can’t tend to alone.
-to let go of trying to heal and fix yourself and start opening to the wide web of unseen support always around you.
-a deeply nourishing rest for your busy brain and tired body that feel like they’re carrying the whole wide world.
This sonic medicine journey is for you.
“Alli‘s channeling is like a Siren’s call to my own shadow in the sweetest, most inviting way. To me it says, “Welcome. I see you”. It offers it all a place at the table. It offers it transformation and alchemy into the wholeness of who I am. It pendulates into my shadow, bringing beams of light, tender illumination, into what I keep so hidden and silent. It offers a path home and a voice for all that I have exiled and am building capacity to hold in a gentle embrace."
— Grace Moore
What to expect from a sonic medicine journey:
I sing, you feel, alchemy happens.
Part singing shadow work,
Part ancestral healing,
Part inner parts work,
Part somatic healing,
100% returning to your Holy Human Wholeness
Every inner part, every wound, every emotional density has a frequency and a voiced sound.
Alli tunes into the collective field and channels the voices of the wounds within ready to be healed through being heard.
When our collective unsung pain is expressed, when the frequencies of our inner wounded parts and ancestral shadows are voiced and heard…
what’s ready to let go can be released,
and what’s longing to come home can be integrated back into our holy human wholeness.
This is the transmutational power of vocal expression channeled through THE Mother’s radical Love.
“Deep parts of me felt seen and understood. Like you were giving expression to something ancient inside. Those parts came alive, as if they remembered the sounds they were once making. Especially the lower tones, they stirred up so much. I felt this tightness in my chest and these quiet tears just started flowing.”
— Sarah Eelen
what you’ll hear:
Ancestral sounds, cosmic melodies and light language with messages for the soul. All channeled through the unbridled voice of Alli Starlight Caw alongside drum, bell and rattle.
Some voiced sounds will be beautiful, soothing and heart opening. Think: operatic singing, love frequencies, vocal toning and sweet lullabies.
Some sounds may be intense and activating. Think: broken sound beings that are chorded, crackling, wailing, growling, whimpering.
When the frequencies of wound and Mother harmonize, radical self-acceptance emerges.
“I had so much resistance come up in staying present with you for this but I’m so glad I did. I’ve been feeling a lot of physical discomfort in my neck and shoulders and chest the last couple days and I feel like you voiced the feeling I’ve been carrying with me, I feel so much lighter after staying with this and watching it through (now two times!). You and your voice are such a gift. Thank you.
— Savannah Wonderwheel
meet your guide:
Alli Starlight Caw
Hi love,
I’m a singing shadow worker, vocal alchemist, song oracle, silly goose, permission giver + voice doula for Sirens.
This vocal channeling work came to me in the midst of my dark night of the soul when developmental trauma and ancestral wounding rose to the surface all at once.
A felt sense guided me to channel the voices and sounds of all the wounded ones within that were surfacing. A deep knowing that they could only be healed by being heard.
Years before this, during my first medicine journey, I experienced a complete ego death where I returned to the cosmic womb.
An infinite black void filled with the most palpable love and peace I’d ever known. I experienced my Self as a single point of light consciousness enfolded within and innately apart of God as Love.
I carry this with me to this day, some days more palpable than others, this tether to the cosmic womb, a felt sense of God as Love underlying all physical reality.
Flash forward to my dark night, as I allowed these wounded parts within to sing their broken sounds through me, my voice began to flip up into high operatic tones and frequencies of pure love.
I realized that my connection to the cosmic womb was transmitting and transmuting through me in these channeling ceremonies.
That I wasn’t the one singing, the primordial Mother was singing me.
Her radically inclusive and unconditional love mixing, merging and harmonizing with the unsung shadow parts I was singing.
Enfolding them into her unyielding love and integrating them back home into my holy human wholeness.
After 7 years and over 500 ceremonies offering this work to myself, I’m finally being called to share this medicine with you.
In devotion to our collective liberation, the reclamation of the feminine and in reverence of The Mother,
Alli Starlight Caw (they/she)
“Alli’s power of voice alchemy is beyond the realms of understanding. Their sound and songs always pierce right through my mind and into my heart. I immediately feel held by the Divine Mother’s protective embrace. This offer will benefit your soul’s descent into the holy home of your body.”
— Adriana Contreras
This is for you if:
You’re riding the contractions and expansions of your soul’s re-birthing and becoming.
You’re unraveling ancestral threads of ancient pain that never belonged to you.
You are tending to deep grief, ravenous rage, Mother wounding and/or childhood trauma that feels too big to hold on your own
You’re ready to stop treating yourself like a healing project and start opening to the unseen webs of support.
You’re yearning to let your living voice express your grief, rage, joy, and feral aliveness more freely and shamelessly.
You’re on the path of remembering who you’ve always been underneath it all.
“Experiencing Alli’s sonic medicine journey was profound. The moment sound came through them, I felt a charge move through my body that was both activating and deeply calming. It felt like some energy and stories that were not mine were broken up and released. This experience nourished my body and soul, and allowed me to drop into a deep rest that was so needed. I felt so held by Alli through the journey, and I highly recommend experiencing this work!”
— Brianna Taylor
what you’ll receive:
The magic of this work is that it meets you individually and serves what’s most need in the moment. The medicine received has been as diverse as the individuals receiving, including:
Relief from physical pain symptoms.
Releasing emotional energies and wounding.
Voice activation and expressive freedom.
Past life healing.
Inner parts integration.
Dissolving of shame.
Deep, restorative rest.
A visceral experience of your Self as Love.
what people are saying
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“Alli isn’t just a songbird, they are a cosmic channel of Divine Love, liberation and healing using the full oracular channel of voice unlike anything Ive seen anywhere.”
– Maïa-Rose Òrighòmìsán Uslaro
