Hi beloved,
I am a voice liberation doula, a song oracle + singing shadow worker, a voice + womb weaver, radical permission giver, inciter of play and shameless self-expression, and creator of Sacred Voice Liberation and Singing Shadow Work.
Initiated through an 8+ year dark night of the soul, I walked (and continue to walk) through the fires of physical disability, spinal injuries, chronic pain, endometriosis, cPTSD, suicidal ideation, recovered memories of SA, severe codependency, abuse, enmeshment and ancestral densities of deep depression and dorsal vagal shutdown.
I’ve gone to the underworld of my wounding and back again more times than I can count. Each time I return with a precious piece of my soul Self. Each time my capacity to be a loving witness for the inner parts who survived the unbearable grows and strengthens.
This is the depth and width I offer to whomever I serve. I am not here to perpetuate the white colonial patriarchal myths of spiritual perfection or the need to fix, correct or even to arrive.
I am a wayshower for the feminine path of embodied love that is not a straight line but a spiral. I offer the radical width of my human aliveness, my bright silly playful light and my deepest darkest rooted depth, in service to you and your soul’s blossoming.
I’m a Siren, singing the oppressive systems to their death by dismantling them from the inside out. And in the cellular space left in their wake, I help midwife and anchor the new/ancient world through our becoming it. One small tolerable and playful step at a time.
Everything I serve sits on the altar of our right relationship with Gaia, humanities becoming embodied love and our collective liberation.
Loving you deeply and in devotion,
Alli Starlight Caw (they/she)
Alli’s Background
Alli has over 24 years of theater arts training in experiential voice, somatic movement, expressive play, psycho-physical performance and embodiment techniques and the contemplative arts.
During their MFA training Alli experienced a spiritual awakening, viscerally experiencing the capacity of the expressive arts to heal and evolve human consciousness.
As part of their master’s thesis Alli experimented with reframing performances practices for people outside the theater community holding the intentions of personal transformation, inner liberation and conscious evolution. These explorations eventually become Sacred Voice Liberation.
Years later, during Alli’s dark night of the soul, they began remembering an ancient voice alchemy practice where the voices of our inner wounded parts are channeled alongside the Divine Mother’s radically inclusive love. Alli now offers this shamanic practice as Singing Shadow Work.
Credentials and Trainings:
++MFA in Contemporary Performance at Naropa University: Roy Hart voice, somatic movement, psycho-physical techniques, Viewpoints, The Performative Self, and meditation/contemplative arts training.
++Certified Body Temple Dance Facilitator: Embodied trance dance and tantric devotional practices merged with nervous system regulation and trauma informed healing practices.
++Body Temple Ritual Theater Training
++Shameless Goddess Womb Healing Facilitation Training:
Level 1: Womb energetics, breath work and Yoni Mirror Gazing practices
Level 2: somatic sex education, G-Spot mapping, g-spot orgasm and ejaculation
++Dark Goddess Doula Practitioner: Grief doula training and cultivating right relationship with sex, death, money and the soul.
++Certified Williamson Technique Level 1
++Reiki 1st + 2nd Degree is Usui tradition
++BFA in Musical Theater : University of the Arts
++Headlong Performance Institute
++Actors Movement Studio in NYC
Core mentors and teachers:
Adriana Rizzolo, Ethelyn Friend, Loyd Williamson, Leeny Sack, Erika Berland, Wendel Beavers, Joan Bruemmer-Holden, Jessica Litwak, Gary Grundai, Karen Hager, Leslie Grasa, Joanna Macy, Bonnie Sundance, Whit McLaughlin, Bill Buddendorf