Hi Love!
I’m a voice doula, singing shadow worker, song oracle, vessel for Love, channel for the cosmic womb, silly goose, womb weaver, underworld walker and radical permission giver.
Years ago, during my first medicine journey, I experienced a complete ego death where I returned to the cosmic womb. An infinite black void filled with the most palpable love and peace I’d ever known. I experienced my Self as a single point of light consciousness enfolded within and innately apart of God as Love.
For 9 months I was in and out of a bliss state until, seemingly out of nowhere, my dark night of the soul hit me with spinal injuries that stopped my life in its tracks.
Not gonna lie, that shit was ROUGH.
Suddenly I was overcome with an uprising of developmental trauma and ancestral pain that manifested in physical disability, debilitating chronic pain symptoms, endometriosis, cPTSD, and suicidal ideation.
I recovered memories of SA and abuse, and awakened to my severe codependency, enmeshment and ancestral densities of deep depression and dorsal vagal shutdown.
Something deep within me knew that my voice and the transmutational power of expression was the only way through.
I was intuitively guided to channel the voices and sounds of all the inner parts and repressed pain that were surfacing.
An innate knowing that they could only be healed by being heard.
Through my own healing and awakening journey I developed the living bodies of work that are Sacred Voice Liberation and Singing Shadow Work.
And now I offer them to you.
I contain multitudes and so does my work.
I’m an underworld guide who knows the underbelly of human pain and holds an embodied tether to the radically loving field of the cosmic womb.
A voice + womb weaver here to help you reconnect to the living medicines inside your own body and support you ride the waves of your soul’s expansions and contractions as you come back home to your Self.
A silly goose inciting play and shameless self-expression and reminding you that healing happens naturally when you’re having fun.
A Siren resurrecting the radical range of human sound as a pathway to our holy human wholeness.
An activist dismantling the oppressive systems from the inside out and birthing a new/ancient world by becoming it.
Everything I serve sits on the altar of The Mother, our right relationship with Gaia, and our collective liberation,
Alli Starlight Caw (they/she)
Alli’s Background
Alli has over 24 years of theater arts training in somatic voice + movement, expressive play, psycho-physical performance and embodiment techniques and the contemplative arts, as well as years of 1:1 mentorship in the realms of shamanic arts, channeling and expressive transmutation.
Credentials and Trainings:
++MFA in Contemporary Performance at Naropa University: Roy Hart voice, somatic movement, psycho-physical techniques, Viewpoints, The Performative Self, Body Mind Centering and meditation/contemplative arts training.
++Certified Body Temple Dance Facilitator: Embodied trance dance and tantric devotional practices merged with nervous system regulation and trauma informed healing practices.
++Body Temple Sacred Theater as Shadow Work Training: “Not performance for applause. A listening. An offering. A way of letting the body become a vessel for myth, grief, eros, and prayer.”
++Shameless Goddess Womb Healing Facilitation Training:
Level 1: Womb energetics, breath work and Yoni Mirror Gazing practices
Level 2: somatic sex education, G-Spot mapping, g-spot orgasm and ejaculation
++Dark Goddess Doula Practitioner: Grief doula training and cultivating right relationship with sex, death, money and soul.
++Certified Williamson Technique Level 1
++Reiki 1st + 2nd Degree in the Usui tradition
++BFA in Musical Theater : University of the Arts
++Headlong Performance Institute
++Actors Movement Studio in NYC
Core mentors and teachers:
Adriana Rizzolo, Ethelyn Friend, Loyd Williamson, Leeny Sack, Qiddist Ashé, Erika Berland, Wendel Beavers, Joan Bruemmer-Holden, Jessica Litwak, Gary Grundai, Karen Hager, Leslie Grasa, Joanna Macy, Bonnie Sundance, Whit McLaughlin, Bill Buddendorf